Style and Stay

07/17/2024

ISO-in the Nacogdoches area I am in need of furniture. 2 Dressers, couch, tables, additional items for home. I can trade for dog grooming services in place of money. I am able to pick up in the Nacogdoches area. If you have some furniture and/or home items you are in need of getting rid of and would like to get it out of your way let me know. I don’t need much just a few items for my home before school starts. I am willing to trade as I am a professional dog groomer so if this helps both of us out maybe a deal can be made. Thank so much for any and all considerations.

01/28/2024

12/04/2023

Found today North 59. Was on the highway were you turn to Lake Natchitoches. He has gotten a bath, supper, and his very own couch to rest. SHARE SHARE SHARE.
someone is missing there fur baby tonight. He is safe and awaiting go is owners to find him. Private message me.

06/27/2022

Before you post it says “what’s on your mind” I decided to share

Hello Facebook and too all who remember me. I haven’t been responsive nor does it seem like Im even around anymore. I have had much change in my life and most recently such good positive change. But today what I realize what I must do is tell my story inform those who have been given bad information or to those who like to assume because some people like to think they just know it all. While something will stand true much will not be. It will clear confusion and importantly a huge step in my recovery to better myself. I will be truthful even if it’s brutal truth against me. A lot will be how I feel but mostly I want those who use to trust me and those who use to know me I’m not dead I’m not going away and I intend with all my heart my mind I continue to fight to find my way back to acceptance and if you still refuse me and refuse to accept my short comings my family struggles and my fight in this crazy world I hope at the end of my letter there will be a sense of understanding calmness and peace with in your own hearts to know not all people are bad horrible terrible forever and no matter what if you haven’t given up on yourself and you keep trying no matter how many times it takes in life as long as you are changing positively and fighting to make life better understood as you might fight mentally physically or by the hand of others wanting to hurt you we are all humans we are all trying to make it we all fight a fight that can damage thyself and hurt others in the process. I have done this to
My family. At the end of the day we go to sleep and renew our body’s so that we can accept what God already has planned for us to start a new fresh day walking growing stronger in faith with our father. If you fall he will lift you up if you win he rivals in the fact you figured out what it is like to believe you are worth being loved.
In my world I understand dogs and when your puppy poops in your house you give it a consequence so that he won’t do that again when he chews your favorite shoe you punish the dog so that it relates shoe chewing bad I didn’t like my punishment let’s not do that. What happens to those dogs that just don’t ever seem to get it? Some will always have the benefit of doubt and everlasting love while others are thrown out to die of starvation get hit by a car or beaten for trying to eat from the neighbors trash. There is even a few that people still keep the faith and decide well let’s hire a trainer put more money into it so we can change its behavior for good. But what happens when that even fails? Well some people flat out give up say I have put enough money and time into this thing I’m done no more get rid of it. But how can you rid yourself of a creature that is so bad that not even a trainer can fix it? Easy keep trying to figure out what it takes to help it. Remember you can’t take that money the damaged items when you die that would look funny who cares anyway. While other people refuse to give up and seek out even more solutions pour more money into them. Then what if that doesn’t change anything the dog still has behaviors that are just well…. Bad! Some still don’t give up they get online some are determined if I can’t find a professional to change my dog then I will teach myself read books watch YouTube get self helped. So you can say you fixed your dog. All to often this way I found has th highest failure rate. It’s not about fixing the dog at all. But you say no I did this and found success and that’s great mission accomplished however if you don’t ever stop to understand the beast you are trying to tame and educate why and what could be happening with being true to yourself and honest to what could be going on in your own heart and treating others always with love. then it’s usually by this time in the training of your dog you have gotten a few years to go by and the the dog ages 7 times the rate of a human so finally the day has come the dog settles in learns it’s way all because it’s not 7 it’s not 9 years old it’s 49 or 63 years old and law of a dogs way of living is slowing down fitting in going with their people because it’s just easier and find that now that’s more fun makes sense. Actually it takes that long for the dog to train their people to what they think must be law in there home. Not the other way around. Your fooled not your dog. Now you have to take into consideration the ones with mental disorders brain damage or physical limitations and that can be hard to see. Humans are actually I found more quickly to diagnose a dog with a mental disorder than a fellow human or family member. Most dogs are not a disorder of any kind it’s the human that cares for them lacking the understand and knowledge that it takes to make the necessary changes so that both human and animal can coexist in harmony with peace and that unconditionally love we humans love so much. As for me I’m that dog that has made the blocks a few times while others have to I tend to take things to extremes. My owners I feel have thrown me away turned there backs and left me out to starve we’ll just figure it out sorry good luck to ya. They would never do that to there dog these owners but to there human counterparts it is easy put in motion. It’s not about the hurt really just humans cause a more expensive damage and in return since above average income humans love there material things just get tired of the loss get tired of the hurt and find it easier to live there dog with less damage than to love there own flesh and blood. I see all the time and hear well my dog is perfect ha I so no you just have learned to perfectly live around your dog. As for humans it is too hard to predict what could happen because you have lost that faith than for a dog which can’t cognitively think than to trust and believe in your own blood even though you grow weary of the hurt. I don’t think anyone should ever under and circumstances give up on the flesh and blood family dog or human. But mine have! My letter is a cry I am tired of living under bridges in the woods and begging for food and clothes. I made bad choices paid a price and still have to look forward to more payment but I made a change I decided to out as top to it and anyone can see it. I refuse to go back to what bad wrong life I was living just to get shelter and what I thought was friendship instead i to them would be considered selling my soul to the devil I see it has casting the devil out of my leaving it to God knowing God can not lie and the devil lies all the time. God is good all the time and all the time God is good! I had to find my faith of which to come to find out I never had faith ever to begin with. I have always been a rebel and fought the normal. But that has made me the person I am because when I am good with am gifted. I just didn’t see that way until recently. Jail sucks that place is no place for anyone that says when I get out I never will ever go back to what I thought was my friend I will cast out the bad and turn the bad in. I have done this I don’t expect love or applause or at a girl come on in. But I have been with my box of food and my backpack of which is all I own now having 18 wheelers screaming by all day thinking my family still loves me then to quickly find out I was fooled and wafted a whole day of work trying to find the next place to lay my head. Yeah I spend all day to get a meal or find peace to lay flat. Most times I don’t but lay night I got 5 hours only and I was so grateful it gave me hope. All to see I was fooled. So I am still sitting here not hungry yet because someone was nice enough to give me food then realizing they use to pay me huge money for years to groo and care for here dog they cried and hugged me. Only if I could get that reaction from my mother or father. No sisters no brothers and turned my back on all my friends I realize how wrong I was but can’t be forgiving. However I am strong a fighter and refuse to give up. Gonna be a long hard night but i will survive like I always do just knowing this time I live for God and he lives in me!

08/06/2021

08/06/2021