08/12/2025
Did yall notice a huge change? All the cute non stop updates? All the videos of my doggies and videos of me explaining breeding, it just kinda, stopped existing. I post pics. I update but not like I use too.
I lost my joy in this for a while.
People drained me! I know a lot of humans are just icky humans. I tend to stay in a very small bubble in my personal life. I dont like most energies around me. I know they can suck the life right out of ya.
Im a giver. A true empath on level 100. Im a seer and a healer. When I speak things and believe, they happen. I speak love and life into people. But I pour and pour and not many pour back.
I went on Empty for a while. It was sad.
It was devastating honestly.
A personal battle that left me in shambles and a house fire the flipped our whole lives upside down.
Just in the past 2 years.
I went off track. I couldn't find the light at the end of the tunnel, I was angry and hurt and starting to wonder whyyyyy..
Faith gets put to the test. I sure grew weak for a while but I didnt lose faith. I didnt lean on it but it was there.
Im praying for Rainbow Yorkies.
I've worked so hard to build it.
I believe I'll reap soon now.
I dont want everything. I just want to give my kids a good life and my business to blossom the way it deserves.
Yes these are animals but its a true dedicational job. I wish people understood the heart and work ethic it takes.
Breeding should most definitely provide an income. Not just cover the care of the dogs.
When they say you cant breed for money, thats very true. Because you wont breed for the right reason. But when you find heart in it and you give your all, the money should come so that the business remains and the breeder benefits from the work part of it because my goodness its one of the hardest jobs for sure!
Sleepless nights, days of zombie mode, rushing in emergencies, vetting, researching, cleaning, birthing, loving, raising and then communicating with soooo many people in which many times leads to hours of communication for nothing in the end but the time was given.
I have a family. Im a hands on mother. I have 8 children and I have bills, Im also literally a caregiver for my 2nd job and I am a breeder.
The economy hurt us breeders soooo bad. And it hurt us good breeders the most.
But I am going to believe and have faith.
And I think I want to start with showing my dogs a little more. People are so judgemental I almost never want to share anything other than a quick pic. God forbid I have my dogs in a playpen sometimes. Yessss. They have too be in playpens, Im a breeder. I have small children. But they still sleep with us. Walk around like normal dogs, lay on the couch and bombard me every time I walk in the door like I've left for days when its only been hours. My dogs live like dogs should. Spoiled brats.
I dont have many dogs. Many for us and the average person but not many for a breeder. Less than 10. And it will always be that way. Because I breed with love. I dont breed to have tons of puppies.
So I'll try to share more again so maybe I'll reach more families and the right families again. Thats what got sooooo many families for my yorkies before. Me being me and showing all the raw reality of breeding.
Im just a mama, trying to give my kids so much while they're little and work too and do what I love and be the best I can be at all of it.
Pray for my little Rainbow Yorkies business, if you will 🙏🏼
