
08/31/2025
I’m having an emotional day. I think I am allowed a few of those once in a while.
Looking at Amos, I realize our time together is getting short.
I think that’s what started a flood of love and loss in me today for so many animals I have loved. Tapper, Oh Boy, Ruh Roh, Mea Ola, Biff, Karma, Merlin, 2%, Bo Bo, Gypsy, Kizzy, Percy, Speedy……, I seriously cannot name them all.
I have been told while crying after a loss that “maybe I wasn’t cut out for this”. I’ve been chastised during euthanasia’s for crying.
(I admit, I have even cried when they have left for perfect adoptions, lol)
I’m not sure about any of you, but I believe that’s EXACTLY why I was born to do what I do. If I lost my ability to connect, love, feel and have empathy, what business would I have saving anything?
Sometimes I am still haunted by my Animal Control days and euthanizing perfectly healthy animals because there was no other option and home for them. Please spay and neuter your pets!!! Put those that have to do that job out of that responsibility. The most hardened criminals couldn’t do that job!
I’ve seen a lot in my life. I’ve cried and picked myself back up to face another day and save another life, day after day. Now I help victims of r**e and sexual assault in addition to helping the animals. It’s hard, but reality is reality and we need to put on our big GIRL panties and face it. We need to face reality head on. Trust me, you dont want to know what I know. But we all should be doing our own research.
I cherish every day, and try to steal as many moments as I can with each and every animal. Maybe my premature grief helps me when the time comes.
Losing Amos will be another devastating blow! But, I will keep on keeping on, I promise!
All of you that support MOP and what we do will help me to do just that!
Thank you all from the bottom of my heart!❤️ I hope you all have an amazing long weekend.