02/04/2020
For those of you who know me, outward/public displays of strong emotion are a rarity. So while this photo may not seem like much, please allow me to explain why I am silently(for 2 reasons) screaming "YES YES YES!!!!" in my head with tears in my eyes. I currently have two gorgeous, sweet, 6 mo old tabby girls who are absolutely terrified of everything, due to previously being outdoor cats with likely little human interaction. The shelter is a wonderful place, but it's also busy, noisy, etc, and therefore can be very scary for ones like these. They've been with me for two weeks now, and tonight made my heart explode with joy and hope. Katniss is my older/slightly larger/braver of the 2 right now. Princess Peach is a little more introverted, if you will. When I retire for the evening and am reading/coloring (yes, I loooove to color)/playing a game on my tablet in my bed, the girls will come out and chase/play with/talk to each other in typical feline fashion. I can observe with little issue, as long as I don't make direct eye contact, at least for now. This still frightens them, but we're working on that, too. Lately, Katniss has started venturing up onto my bed for brief periods, laying alongside my legs, between my body pillow and the bed's edge, pretty much anywhere she wants(at this point, the only thing "off limits" is my dresser). She'll play with my toes, which are thankfully UNDER the covers, sniff my fingers/bat them playfully if I can extend my arm without her realizing what I'm doing(any motions directly towards either of them are still pretty scary, but we're working on that too). Tonight, however, was a TOTAL game changer.
I know the picture is dark and kind of difficult to see clearly, but I didn't want to use the flash and risk damaging our fledgling trust relationship that we're building. Katniss is buried between the pillows on the left side of my bed, purring like a diesel engine, LESS THAN 12 INCHES AWAY FROM ME.
I cannot even begin to articulate how amazing both of these girls are. Their resiliency is incredible and their willingness to let this human try and show them that as a big, relatively hairless biped, we're not really that scary after all. In fact, depending on how well you're stocked with treats and yummy canned food, we can almost be appealing 😉.
So please, if you will, say a prayer/send good thoughts-love-light-positive energy/cross your fingers/whatever it is you do for my girls to continue to grow in their trust of me, and for me to continue to learn from them what they need as we stumble-crawl-run down the path of this journey....we would all be immensely grateful.
PS-and just before I was going to post, Peach decided to sit in the window....life is good indeed....