06/21/2024
I have been questioning myself about writing this for over a week but feel I should...
Last week Wednesday I took one of my beloved horses Grace to the animal hospital for blood work. She had been having appetite issues, odd swelling symptoms and weight loss that my primary vet nor I could figure out. To be thorough we opted for an ultrasound to check her for various potential causes.
Unfortunately, the vet found a massive mass in her abdomen (cancer) which was the root cause of her discomfort, weight loss and symptoms. The vet told me short of surgery which was highly unlikely to succeed there was nothing they could do for her to make her comfortable that I wasn’t already doing, unsuccessfully.
One of the hardest things about owning and loving another living being is having to make the choice to let them go. Having to stand there crying into your horses mane, your friends mane, when you came in for “just blood work” just to find out the only proper decision is to let them peacefully pass on.
I have done this before, and will do it again. But I feel obligated to say this in the memory of my fur friends that have now passed on. If you own an animal you owe them the best care, the most love, the highest dedication to their well being and the ability to make choices for them regardless of your emotions or comfort.
They do not have the ability to find a new owner if you treat them wrong.
They do not get to choose when they eat, when they work, or what they do today.
They do not have the luxury of speech to let you know “Hey I’m uncomfortable” or “That hurts today.”
They are entirely dependent on us and our choices for everything!
Proverbs 12: 10 A righteous man regardeth the life of his beast: but the tender mercies of the wicked are cruel.
So, if you cannot or will not, do the right and proper thing by your animals, if you cannot or will not treat them with respect, compassion and understanding. If you won’t spend time learning how to keep improving that care and If all you want is the fun and enjoyment, Please don’t own a horse, or any animal!
I lost my friend last week.
This week I get watch people cut corners on caring for their animal “Because its to hot, to hard, to much effort, I'm to busy, its raining, their just a horse, etc.” while I sit here wishing I still had mine to care for.
This week I get to listen to people talk about how, “My horse wont x,y,z maybe ill sell it and get a new one.”
This week I hope you read this and realize that some of us are wishing we had our friends to take care of. This week I hope you give that extra carrot, Take the time to brush them out thoroughly, Learn one new thing about horse care, Double check that water bucket and love your horse a little harder than before because one day… you too might be going in to check something simple just to have to let them go.
To Grace: Your name means elegance, and favored of God. Gallop free now in heavens green pastures. Mane flowing like the wind, short chopped tail evidence of the love I have for you and my pain seeking to keep a small part of you close. While I may never hear your sweet nickered greeting, that you never failed to give whenever you saw me, again on this earth, I know that where you are now you are at peace. One day, perhaps we may meet again, and when we do I hope you can tell me about all of your adventures with the heavenly herd you have now joined. Be free my sweet girl and gallop on.