Sometimes weekends are rough.
Sometimes all you have to give is to go out and try and remember the course. Sometimes you fail at that too.
Thats ok.
Clarity and sunburns
Clarity and Sunburns
Isn't there a quote about the morning showing clarity from yesterday? Or is it that the morning shows bruises from yesterday?
Well I went up to Showlow and all I got was this sunburn.
But really, I can see improvement with Eff. I feel like she is trying. I think we are on the same book finally, I'm just trying to sound out the words and she is just looking at the pictures.
g tho, she was perfect. We have always been on the same book, same page, it's a murder mystery and she always knows whodunit first.
g qualified in all her runs this weekend, didn't kill her sisters, and only give me a little bit of grief. But I really fear I failed her. She isn't "in training" like the babies but I should still be providing her body and mind with support and I've been lax on that. She ran well, doesn't seem sore or tired, but just because she does still give 110% doesn't mean I should expect it from her. She deserves everything I can do for her and I need to not skip her exercises for the sexy "training" sessions.
#Agilitythoughts
The villain
I was talking with someone about those unbeatable dogs. Those teams you feel lucky to come in second to. The teams you are in awe of but also say their names as kind of a curse. g and I have a few of those. We call them our Nemises.
But then someone told me they just have to hope Gram knocks a bar so they have a chance. And that was really nice to be the villian in someone else's story :)
And the likelyhood is you are too. At somepoint, someone said, 'oh man, there goes that team, now I don't have a chance.'
Be humbled and proud of your villainy.
Moments.
Moments of brilliance, moments of sucess, moments of hope, moments of regret.
And moments of reflection.
I think im lucky when I walk away with a mixed bag of moments after a trial weekend. Could I live without the regretful moments? Honestly? probably not. It's the one that comes most naturally to me. I have worked really hard to be able to compartmentalize a run into specific pieces to allow for other feelings.
I am so proud of my moments with Eff this weekend. Although we aren't prepared to threaten our E streak, we did some awesome things. This was one of the first trial weekends I felt like we were on the same script. Maybe not the same page, but damnit, we were reading from the same damn book.
And while g would truly be disgusted by being referred to as "precious" I wouldn't give up a single moment with her for anything. Even the moments she decides to actively change course to hit an off course tunnel she already passed. #noregrets #preciousmoments