07/29/2025
I think about my body a lot.
Like, a LOT. How it looks, how it feels, what my sensations are, what it needs, what it wants… she occupies a rather large portion of my brain.
& quite frankly- she has a lot of power over me. She stops me when she’s sick, wakes me up when she’s rested, sits me down when she’s tired.
Thinking about my body allows me to clothe her appropriately. Allows me to tend to her bug bites & bruises.
But what that doesn’t mean is that I make decisions for her based on how I feel ABOUT her.
Those decisions are made based on the messages she sends me- not how I once might have interrupted them.
They are sacred, my holy space. The place of connection between my brain that powers my life & the body that lets me live it.
I will always think about her, her wants, needs, desires.
But never again will I betray her trust. She is my responsibility, & I wear her with pride 💛